Sunday Reading: 5/22/11

Card of the Day:	Reversed Ace of Coins
Interpretation:	Maybe my timing's off, or I'm stupidly spending my money. I wouldn't be surprised.

Past: Reversed Star

Today, I've done this reading late. My day is already over, and this is actually the card for today, I fear. Disappointment, and the loss of a friend. I've made my decision. I can't, and I won't, turn my back on it now.

Present: Reversed Queen of Coins

The person I refer to above reminds of this card, or the card reminds me of him, one of the two. Yes, HIM. I'm not sure the Queen must be female, as the description (lazy, selfish, suspicious, unreliable) is perfect for him.

Future: Reversed Ace of Wands

My projects (and shopping) will be hectic this week. Too much is going on, and I don't have enough time to do it. Perhaps if I set my expectations to "slower", I can make it through safely.

Yesterday's Card:	The Devil
Reflection:	Perhaps the deck is just confused? I'm really clueless.

Sunday Reading: 5/15/11

Card of the Day:	Reversed Page of Coins
Interpretation:	I think I know who this actually represents in my life now. Especially since this is similar to the last time this card came up.

Past: Two of Coins

I was juggling the summer activities with the pressure of finals. Accordingly, I somehow juggled them and succeeded.

Present: Knight of Wands

I am NOT a passionate young man! NOT I TELL YOU! I AM NO SUCH... ok, wow, I guess I am. As I have discovered, I have a passion for writing. Guess what I've been doing a lot of?

Future: Three of Coins

This is success with friends. Reconnections, forging new ones, and, in general, happy fun times all around. Somehow, I knew this would be the card for this week. Here's to a week of successful planning!

Yesterday's Card:	Reversed Lovers
Reflection:	Is this supposed to represent longing for something I can't have? I'm positive I've come to terms with that, though...

Sunday Reading: 5/8/11

Card of the Day:	Knight of Cups
Interpretation:	... I still don't know what this means. Mostly because I claim I know myself. Maybe I'm just accentuating myself today? I don't know.

Past: Reversed Ace of Wands

Motivation? What's that? I barely scraped by this last week... and I'm just happy it's over.

Present: Reversed Seven of Wands

Finals? What are those? I'm essentially ignoring the fact that finals are right around the corner. I really should be studying hardcore for these, but I'm just kinda sliding along...

Future: Reversed Ace of Swords

It seems that impotence is ready to strike. We'll see if I can overcome my desire for things to already be done, and put in that effort I know I require.

Yesterday's Card:	Reversed Nine of Swords
Reflection:	I feel fantastic... although finals are looming. But they're just finals, you know? I've NEVER worried about finals.

Sunday Reading: 5/1/11

Card of the Day:	Ten of Wands
Interpretation:	A burden. One I have chosen to place on myself instead of working separately. I am in trouble.

Past: Seven of Wands

There is opposition here. I want to overcome this, but it isn't as easy as I want it to be.

Present: Page of Wands

Oh the self-delusion of the actor. The creative process can fabricate anything, even an excuse. Sometimes, letting your creativity run wild, while ensuring your happiness, causes you suffering as well.

Future: The High Priestess

But even solutions can be found through the creative process. I just need to step back and think. I know how to overcome this. I just have to follow through on it.

Yesterday's Card:	Ten of Swords
Reflection:	I'm going to miss those people. Doesn't mean I won't see them again, but it does feel like something is ending.

Sunday Reading: 4/24/11

Card of the Day:	Page of Swords
Interpretation:	A message of enlightenment! Or at least learning and studying. Good news!

Past: Three of Swords

A hiccup in the road of life. It's not as heartwrenching as this card implies, but it's there. The depression exists, but...

Present: Ten of Cups

There is a ray of sunlight, in the hope of a warm fire. There is love and completeness. The heart is full of love, connected to others in unbreakable bonds.

Future: The Moon

But what is ahead is unknown, and unknowable, but what we predict causes apprehension. there are worries, but we brace ourselves and walk forward proudly.

Yesterday's Card:	Reversed Three of Wands
Reflection:	... I'm getting better and predicting pretty much exactly what these mean. Either that, or I'm choosing to fulfill them myself. Friggin' self-fulfilling prophecies...

Sunday Reading: 4/17/11

Card of the Day:	Three of Coins
Interpretation:	Perhaps I'll get the necessities done today, though that will be very difficult.

Past: The World

There is a sense of completion. Connections were forged, not necessarily anew, but stronger. It is not my journey that is complete, but I am complete amongst friends.

Present: Reversed Nine of Swords

There is a certain amount of peace. Not because that there is nothing to worry about, but because I'm not worrying about the things I should be worrying about. I need to focus and get things done so they are no longer hanging over my head while I continuously ignore them.

Future: Reversed Seven of Cups

The illusion is gone. Is there even hope for change? But even with the hope dispersed, there is the possibility of seeing the one true path as the veil falls.

Yesterday's Card:	Reversed Death
Reflection:	So I pulled an all-nighter. More details tomorrow. This is NOT changing, as I KNEW this would happen.

Sunday Reading: 4/10/11

Card of the Day:	Reversed Strength
Interpretation:	Mental state. I'm too happy, and I have somewhat of a large ego.

Past: Reversed Tower

Emergence from disaster. Things are looking up.

Present: Devil

Certain... complications have arisen. I know they're there. I know I want them, but let's NOT pursue them, mmk?

Future: Ace of Wands

Oh, now THAT is a good sign. Power for change. I like!

Yesterday's Card:	Reversed Devil
Reflection:	I'm... not sure. I claim I "resisted temptation," but what do I know?

Sunday Reading: 4/3/11

Card of the Day:	Reversed Page of Coins
Interpretation:	My mother is the Page of Coins, or at least I believe she is represented as such. Of course, I also know another person I am meeting today that can also be the Page of Coins. I'm convinced this represents a person today.

On Sundays, I am doing weekly readings of "Past, Present, Future". As in, the past week, my current state, and what the upcoming week holds.

Past: Reversed Queen of Wands

Disorganized and flighty, the inability to get my act together has been far too prevalent.

Present: Reversed Hermit

The implication here is that I am hiding from myself. Or, at the very least, I'm avoiding something obvious without accepting it.

Future: King of Swords

Accomplishments and organization will soon follow. The reversal of the Queen of Wands will end, and I'll be back on track to where I need to be.

Yesterday's Card:	Two of Wands
Reflection:	I made a decision to spend time with some friends, getting to know them better. I believe I made the correct decision, but only time will tell.